Human Design: My Aura

As I wrote in the last post, I’m still a bit off my axis.
Everything came crashing down all at once and I’m still vulnerable because I shed a very small skin and got big, quick. I’m hiding under my rock, letting a new shell form around me.

Really, I just need to get used to my new life.
I need to get reacquainted with myself — the new me.

In tarot, there are two cards that signify change is a’comin’ to you from God, the universe, whatever you attribute to what you can’t control: The Death card and the Tower card. The death card is that slow, incremental, change. The Tower card is those moments in life you never forget. You look back and say, that was the thing that stopped me in my tracks and put me on a whole different path. The death card is how change happens to you when you’re in tune with your true self and your authentic life, the tower is what happens to you when you’re not.

I was not. So, I got a tower moment.

One of the results of that TM, is me needing to get acquainted with my auric energy. Again, I’m a ‘Projector’: I get drawn out of myself and into the people I’m around. What is in them and between us gets amplified in me. And right now? That’s a burden for me. I don’t want to be around people a lot. I need a lot of alone time.